October 23, 2008
Weekend of Fall Fun
October 19, 2008
Fall Foliage
George and Jasmine and the trees by the house.
The trees surrounding our big grazing pasture.
The big tree on the side of the driveway.
A close-up of the big tree.September 09, 2008
On Completing a Quarter of a Century
But not as long as it used to. 5 years ago, 5 years seemed an eternity - 25 seemed a long way off, and I had a long list of things I thought I would have done by now. Some of them happened: getting married, graduating from college, finding a job, although it is certainly a job I never imagined. Some of the things on my list, I'm still waiting for. I certainly never would have been able to predict 5 years ago where I am today, living only 20 miles from my hometown and riding horses for the same trainer I worked with in high school! Somehow I know I thought I would have travelled a lot farther by now - be living farther away, perhaps using my psychology degree in a more direct way working with kids or even adults, occasionally travelling the world or even the country. Instead I stay close to home to care for animals that never take a break from living, so we cannot take off for 2 weeks and not care for them. And I am dealing with people's fears and insecurities in a much more indirect way as I teach, trying to instill confidence in a nervous kid, helping an adult to overcome their self-consciousness, pushing another student to develop a strong work ethic and sense of responsibility. It is very different from where I thought I would be, taxing in many ways, yet rewarding as well, as we see a young horse develop from a ball of nerves to a confident and accomplished partner with the ability to calmly do its job and take care of the person on its back, or as a young student, after several years of half-hearted riding, suddenly becomes inspired and blossoms into a beautiful and hard-working rider, a joy to teach and watch.
I have come to realize that our lives are always in transition - no matter what goals we may accomplish, whether or not we stay at the same job or in the same area for years on end, the strands of our lives never remain the same. Many times the changing of strands is painful - the loss of a friend and student, personal pain that opens your eyes to the suffering of many others, seeing those you love suffer unanticipated hardship. At other times it is joyful - reconnecting with an old friend, meeting new students and clients, seeing a favorite horse go to a wonderful home. The goal of life cannot be to achieve some static state, or else we will be constantly dissapointed at the inevitable changes in life. Instead, our goal must be to use the strands we are given to create a beautiful tapestry - ever-changing, ever become richer and more deeply layered as we learn, feel and grow. Though we have had our share of heartaches in the past year, we look forward to the year of change ahead with anticipation.
My prayer for this year is that we - I - would accept and embrace the changes more gracefully, trusting that my loving Father knows best where my path is headed and how the strands of my life must intertwine with others to create the tapestry that He is weaving. Though I have no idea where the next 25 years or even the next 5 will take us, I know we will be held in the palm of His hand, wrapped in His love and guided by His light.
July 27, 2008
Yard Progress
My asiatic lilies finished blooming about 10 days ago and now (finally!) my beautiful stargazer lilies are blooming!
July 08, 2008
Summertime
Yummy! I haven't had good tabouleh in awhile, and this was wonderful - it even included dried mint from our friend's sister in Lebanon! A perfect ending to a hot summer day. Thank you Wassim :)
July 01, 2008
A Summer Surprise
"Really???"
June 22, 2008
Our New Truck!
Although it looks somewhat purple here, it's actually a deep maroon - "molten red" is the official color. :) It's so nice on the inside, I said to Luke today it still feels like I'm riding in a rental vehicle, not one that actually belongs to us! We are enjoying our new vehicle immensely.
June 10, 2008
Luke and Erin and the Terrible, Horrible, No Good, Very Bad Day
When we arrived at the barn Paladin had lost a shoe and the weekend had been crazy so the barn was a mess. The summer help we hired to work Sunday nights is not working out so well, so there were many things left undone and the things that had been done were not done well. Judy, our faithful morning person, was behind in chores from having to pick up the slack and already drenched in sweat from the heat, so I jumped in to help her and Luke agreed to come back later (after meeting with a vet about another horse) to put Paladin's shoe back on. Things out of place, a couple of horses with cuts and scrapes, mess everywhere... but we motored through and were finishing up by about 11:30am. There were some hay wagons parked in the arena and it was blazing hot outside so I decided to leave for a few hours, do horse laundry at the laundromat and go home for the worst of the heat, then return in the evening and ride. Estimated time of departure: 12:00pm.
Nope! Luke called and said he was on his way to put Paladin's shoe on and put hay out in the pastures, so I stayed to help. New ETD: 1:oopm. Just before Luke arrived, Eric (Jamie's husband) and some workers from the dairy farm arrived to stack the hay on the wagons in the hay barn, and they were using the tractor needed to put hay out in the pastures! So Luke decided to help them finish. I figured since I would be waiting, I might as well ride. By 2:00pm I had the horse groomed and saddled and my riding clothes on, and Luke was ready to do hay! So I help him, we agreed that he would come back in the evening when it was cooler to do Paladin's shoe, and he finally headed off to his "regular" Monday job of carpentry. I decided that since I was riding one horse I might as well get the few necessary horses done, so I'd have 3 to ride, head home for 5 hrs. or so and then return to do night check. New ETD: 4:30pm.
The horses were all very good, I happily packed my things, excited to be heading home to get out of the heat. Nope! The lock button on my ignition would not pop up. I fiddled and fiddled, but to no avail. I tried to call Luke, but only got his voicemail (his phone has not been holding a charge lately, so is often plugged into his truck where he can't hear it). I decided to wait for him to call when he finished work and started helping with evening chores since I was at the barn anyway.
6pm, still no return phone call so I called again, several times, without any luck. Fiddled some more. Yay, I got the button to pop up! Oh no, now it won't release back down for the key to turn and the car won't come out of reverse! More phone calls, still no answer. So, I decided to drag the arena since that needed to be done and I was there. Got halfway done, when the 4-wheeler started to run out of gas... run to the utility room, hmm, all the gas cans are empty! So now it's 7pm, the 4-wheeler is stuck in the middle of the arena, I'm stuck at the barn and still can't get ahold of Luke. I start cleaning stalls since I'm there anyway.
7:30pm, FINALLY the phone rings! It's Luke! "Are you still stuck?" "Yes." "Sorry, I didn't have my phone on me." No kidding.... =P Luke arrives and fiddles with the ignition. Checks the manual. Checks the repair handbook in the trunk. Takes everything around the ignition apart, but discovers you can't actually get to the ignition without putting the car up on a lift and getting underneath it (for those of you who are confused by this, the ignition on Saabs is in front of the middle console, in between the driver and passenger's front seats. You don't want to know what Luke thinks of this design...). So, we give up and go home, tired, hot, defeated. Luke is ready to break my car at this point. Actual time of departure: 8:30pm. Yep, my short day turned into over 12 hrs. at the barn in the heat.
10:30pm, we head back to the barn to do night check after Luke has done some online research. He manages, somehow, to get my car to start! Afraid to turn it off, we leave it running until we're done (I don't want to know how much gas that cost us...) and then head home, finally getting home for good at 11:30pm. I turn the car off but not all the way to the lock position and leave the keys in it overnight. Early this morning we drove it up to the Saab mechanic and left it there until he has a chance to work on it.
Luke vows he is buying me a new car as soon as possible, and he also vows that we will never own another Saab again. Too bad, I kind of like my quirky little car...
Looking back on the day now, it's almost comical - like a comedy of errors, or a "fortunately, unfortunately" day. I'm sure there are several lessons in there somewhere, probably at least one of them about patience.
Today it's supposed to be 100 here with severe thunderstorms this afternoon, chance of hail, winds up to 70mph and a tornado watch! No riding today! So I'm home cleaning house and remembering to be thankful for all the good gifts we have been given, even when they cause us frustration and angst.
June 05, 2008
Three Whole Years
May 13, 2008
Our Yard
The front tree - actually two that have grown together, creating a beautiful combination of white and pink blooms (and my peonies coming up underneath!):
The front garden by our driveway - asiatic and glory lilies in the back, astilbe in the middle, and chives and some little white and yellow ground cover in the front. Morning glories also climb up the railing in the summer!
The hasta plants I put in last fall in the side yard are starting to come up:Sadie keeps watch over the yard while I check the gardens and take pictures. :)